| Location | Ramsgate |
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| Date of Birth | 11/2005 |
| Date of Death | 11/2005 |
| Visitors | 1,886 since 14/06/2008 |
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my daughter Chanai was born 28/11/05, she was 16 wks premature and and sadley passed away when she was just 7 hours old, Chanai had put up a strong fight but unfortunately was born with gbs a blood disorder which also caused her to suffer a severe brain hemorreage which took her away from me, she woz 1lb 12oz when she was born with loads of pure blonde hair and very peircing blue eyes, she was 100% perfect and totally gorgues, Chanai has 4 sisters and 2 brothers all whom love and miss her very much, we all say night night to Chanai, Chanai ment the world to me and im still struggling to come to terms with losing her, she was my daughter, my perfect angel xxx
My Bright Star In The Sky,,,,,,My Angel
My darling daughter Chanai,
Where do i start, im sorry ive not been on here for a while but it breaks my heart so much your not here, every day gets harder and harder, you would have been 5 this year, its hurts so much every year your birthday passes but your not here,
i sometimes want to go to sleep and join you, well i often feel like that but my baby girl i cannot leave just yet, i have to be strong for your brothers and sisters, they all still need me and i love them all, we all talk about you often, what you would look, what sort of things you may like, all i know is you would be as perfect as the day you were born, your all perfect,
i cry so much my heart aches, my body hurts from the raw loss of your life, so short, i just really really wish you was here with me now, there is no other words to describe how much i just want you here, not just in my heart but in my arms
i love you much my beatiful Angel
My Daughter My Chanai
love always and forever more
mumi xxxx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
my princess
my darling little gal, i miss u so much it still hurts raw that u no longer here wid me, i jus dnt know ot to do wid myself sum times, i jus cnt stop finkin boutu my darling little princess, i still c u as clear as day every time i close my eyes, i jus wan go bk in time and b wid u even if its jus for a minuit, id do ne fin to feel ur soft skin and smell ur hair and hold u tight, ur eyes were so peircin they are like a tattoe on my eyes, my nytes feel so cold wid out in my life, u wud av been 4 this yr and ur 4th birthday is gona be so sooo hard good night and sleep well mt darling little gal
mumis little princess u are my sleepin beauty
always and forever xxxxxxxxxxxx
Sent to me by you xx
My darling baby gal, ur little sis mercedez is now 4 months, ther were times we were told we wud lose, those night i prayd to u to look after her and protect her, you did more than that my darling, you made sure she was ok and to day we and every day we feel so truely blessd to have her and ur little sis terri, i kno u sent terri to me as she was born onda 2nd anniversay of ur passin, i stil believe it was ur way of sayin live mumi and carry on, i miss you so much baby, i still cry myself to sleep often cos deep down il jus neva reali understand why u was taken from me, i hope ur with nana n pops up and uncle ron, i kno dey and lookin after u,
sleep tight my so very brave fallen angel xxxx
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We never stop to measure
Anything we might just miss
But if the wind should blow by softly
You'll feel an Angel's Kiss.
A Kiss that's sent from Heaven
A Kiss from up above
A Kiss that's very special
From someone that you love.
For in your pain and sorrow
A Kiss will help you through
This Kiss is very private
For it's meant for only you.
So when your heart is heavy
And filled with tears and pain
And no-one can console you
Remember once again.
About the one you grieve for
And so sadly miss
That gentle breeze you took for granted
Was your Angel's Kiss.
xxx
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WITH LOVE XXX
Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let not this blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore, be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be. And whatever your labors and aspirations in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams; it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.
--- Max Ehrmann, 1927
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